Okay, I thought; fair enough.
This is a story about two brothers, age 5 and 6. Marty, the older brother, did not treat his younger brother, Jesse, as he would like to be treated. He went so far as believing that he was better and smarter than his younger brother, even though this was not the case.
One day, Marty did some terrible to his younger brother. Their mother had just made lunch for the boys and put their sandwiches out in the breakfast room. Marty noticed that Jesse was still outside playing and he began to think about how he could hurt his brother. Marty had always been a little jealous of Sammy, so this was his chance to get even. He knew that Jesse was allergic to peanuts, which made his Mother worry all the time about him. She never seemed to worry much about him. So, when nobody was looking, he crushed a few peanuts and placed them inside his bologna and mustard sandwich. That would do the trick!
Well, Jesse ate the sandwich and got sick, real sick. He had to go to the hospital and got his stomach pumped. The Doctor said he might have died had he not gotten treatment as quickly as he did, but he did get better and soon was able to go home. Marty realized what happened and felt awful. He did not understand that what he did could have caused so much damage, maybe even killed his brother, so he told Jesse that he would never do anything like that again. And, he really meant it. From that day forward, Marty never did anything to hurt Sammy. He never put him down or made fun of him. And soon enough, Jesse forgave him for what he did.
Their mother knew that Jesse could have died and she took a long time to get over what happened. So that Marty would never, ever do anything like that again, once a month she would get the two boys together in the kitchen and tell Jesse what a terrible thing his brother had done. She would retell how sick Jesse was and how he almost died.
[As the years passed--I am editing for space here--these re-tellings would get more elaborate and detailed and embellished, since the boys' mother wanted to make sure Marty never forgot what he had done wrong.
Although Marty felt awful and had never treated Jesse bad after the incident, Jesse eventually grew to resent his brother for what he did.,,,Gradually, over time, he began to feel a bubbling hatred towards his brother. He did not really know how it happened, but he felt like he just didn’t want to have a brother anymore.
Going on twenty years now, Jesse has never spoken to his brother.
Marty still loves his brother very much but has moved on, knowing that he can’t do anything to change his brother’s heart, which has hardened with hate.
Jesse still lives at home with his mother, who loves him very much, and takes care of him.
After Marty did this terrible thing to his brother, he realized how awful it was and vowed never to do it again. In fact, he was so deeply ashamed of what he had done that he also vowed to put the whole painful incident behind him and never, ever mention it to a living soul again. Over the years, Jesse had some lingering stomach problems associated with the peanut incident--nothing fatal, more of a continuing reminder of how he had almost died--and it bothered him that from all he could see, Marty had totally forgotten about what he had done. He not only never apologized for it, he never mentioned it or even said "that's too bad" when Jesse didn't feel so well. Jesse didn't want Marty to wear a hair shirt for the rest of his life; he just wanted Marty to be able to talk about what had happened and to own what he'd done. Instead, all he got was "Aren't you over that yet?" After awhile, this really began to eat at him, and this was bad for both brothers: it put a wall between them, and it also affected Jesse's sense of responsibility for managing his own health and well-being.
Today, Marty thinks his brother is a casebook example of learned helplessness; Jesse thinks his brother is a casebook example of the power of psychological denial. They are both right.